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2020.09.22 02:22 DeliciousImpact Why men who like paying for women want to start with coffee dates + why that is not being lazy, just being smart.

So I saw a post the other day about splitting the bill, sushi, coffee, etc and while I agreed with the poster on pretty much every point she made I did feel it was important to talk about one main point of disagreement, that being coffee dates are "low effort" and that women don't go on dates to get free food.
To start, sadly, like how men use women for sex women use men for $$$. Check this out: https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/pdf/10.1177/1948550619856308 -> This is a peer-reviewed study where 1/5 women admit to going on dates for free food and lacking a romantic interest in the guys (this is self reported so the actual number should be higher). Not only that, but these women have what is know as the "Dark Triad" personality type (info on DT personality type) which is one you most definitely want to avoid.
For guys who pay all the time, it isn't a matter of not wanting to pay, but rather following the old adage of "the only girl worth 'SIMPing' for is your wife" or put more reasonably, "we want to treat the girls we go out with-it makes us happy, but we want to make sure you are in it for the right reasons" and so the coffee date.
I really hope women don't think we go on coffee dates because we are cheap, or want to be lazy, or whatever other reason. Again, we don't mind paying for you (seriously, most studies show men believe they should pay on dates more than women believe men should pay) we actually like it, but just like you fear being used for sex we fear being a meal ticket. It makes us feel worthless- at least the guy liked your body, we don't even get that form of validation.
So if a guy is insistent on a coffee date odds are he wants to pay for you, but just wants to see if you guys get along first (I'd imagine a dinner with someone who you don't get along with would be very, very uncomfortable) so perhaps give him a shot and see where he takes you for date 2?
Also, p.s. telling a guy who is worried about being a meal ticket that he should focus on his career if he is so worried about losing money is gaslighting. I don't care how rich you are, being used is a horrible feeling. It is not about the money, it is about the emotions you feel when she ghosts you after your 80$ meal, which you footed the bill for (not that you have a right to a 2nd date but I'd rather be ghosted after a 6$ coffee date). Guys if she insists on a restaurant date for the first date, put aside how your parents raised you and split the bill, pay for dates on your terms is my advice.
Stay safe and good luck!
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2020.09.19 17:46 throwawaymanca Want an orgy with OLTR + plates

Long ass post ahead, please read!
Long time lurker, first time poster, but I really have immense respect for the bros and the community. This might sound ridiculous (to a point it is) but hear me out.
Background stats:
33 years old, 6'3", 190 lbs, gym activity - 7/7 days (personal trainer), pretty well off, living in CA.
Background story:
In my early teenage years, I was addicted to porn and was a loser, couldn't get a girl to go out on a date with me for the world. When I went to college I was amazed by how my buddies could sleep around with those hoes, and I couldn't even hook up with a real girl, until one night that happened with one of the hottest chicks in my social circle. She had just been dumped by her boyfriend for another girl, and she was crying on my shoulder. Being a fucking beta back then, my intention was to only comfort her but she was drunk and ended up sucking my dick.
That night she very casually took my virginity, and I thought I had entered heaven. On the next day, I sent her flowers and a box of chocolates with a shy note that I wanted to see her again because I thought that now she would be my girlfriend. A few days later she texted to thank me and said that she would love to but she was busy with school and shit. A week passed, and I saw her back with her boyfriend making out. I was hurt, of course and decided to never speak to her again. Big words, I know.
A month later, we saw each other at another party and she was upset again. Initially, I was a bit reluctant to talk to her but she explained that it was a mistake and it wouldn't happen again. I believed her tears and tried to forget what I had seen. She sobbingly admitted that her boyfriend had cheated on her multiple times but she couldn't take it anymore and finally decided to break it off with him. She fucked me again that night, and I thought how I wanted to marry her after college.
Meanwhile my buddies were telling me to drop her cause she was a slut and was gonna break my heart eventually. I wouldn't listen though because I had developed hard oneitis and had feelings. She was a solid 9 and had already slept with me twice... I couldn't be happier. So this time I texted her and asked her out on a real date which to my surprise she promptly accepted.
I took her to a very fancy restaurant, she ordered the most expensive thing on the menu, and I gladly paid for everything. In the end I walked her to her dorm like a true gentleman, she gave me a quick peck on the lips saying that I was very cute and I went back home smiling like an idiot.
Second date was in like a week because she was busy, and I was looking forward to it. In the meantime I would text her every day and would sometimes send her flowers to which she always replied "thanks, you are so sweet". I took her to the mall and she chose a very sexy mini skirt and some organic makeup, which I happily bought for her. We made out heavily in my car and when I suggested that we should go back to my place she said she had an exam coming tomorrow and wanted to get some sleep. I said that was fine and that I couldn't wait to see her again. In the end, I decided to declare my undying love and commitment to her and also told her that she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She smiled and said, "Awwww, this is so sweet, thank you". Next, I got another peck, this time on the cheek and she left my car. My blue pill (pun intended) balls were going to explode but I finally relieved that by fantasizing about her big boobs once I went back home.
Then she wouldn't respond for days on end after I sent her multiple texts, even apologizing if I had offended her somehow. Eventually she responded, saying it was ok, how busy she had been with school and that we could see each other again soon.
Long story short... A friend of mine told me to come down to Earth and realize that this girl wasn't for me. I was in love though and thought that he was just jealous of my happiness until he said he had seen her making out with her ex-boyfriend. I didn't want to believe him so I immediately went to see her. I knocked a few times on her dorm room, and that's when my blue pill veil was finally lifted from my eyes. Her ex opened the door almost naked, demanding to know what the fuck I wanted from his girlfriend. "Baby who is that? Actually never mind, tell them to come back later" she said from inside the room. I didn't respond, just left speechless, ran home, and felt like shit for a good couple of weeks. One of my buddies told me that I should fuck other chicks to get her off my mind and that lifting would help.
I started going to the gym religiously and soon found out that lifting really did make a difference. It would me help me tremendously not just with my limited mindset but also with the ladies. One of the guys there introduced me to the red pill. The rest is history... Eventually, I swore to myself that I would not let a woman disrespect me ever again.
Fast forward to today...
For over a year, I've been in a one-sided relationship with this lovely 21 year old, 9.5/10 Latina, who is kind of addicted to me. I vetted her for about 2 years before that and she's total LTR material - never bitches, insatiable in bed, shit tests don't exist, n count = 2 (I'm her 2nd), and she knows that she's only allowed to sleep with me cause I ain't a fucking cuck. I'm not going to marry her cause commitment is not my thing, but if it were she would probably be the one. I intend to keep her for now. She takes care of my house, my dogs, cooks me delicious, organic food, and sucks dick like a pornstar.
On the side, I have 4 other plates that I spin. The youngest is a hard 9/10, 19 year old former Instagram Queen whose virginity I took and the oldest one is 24, a fellow personal trainer, obsessed with anal. Another one is an ex Playboy bunny who is madly in love with me and the 4th one is the super sexy daughter of a rich Californian businessman, who believes his little girl is still a virgin.
Yeah, they all know about each other and sometimes it's hard for me to maintain their jealousy. None of them is allowed to fuck other guys. I'd check their phones randomly and they can't hoe around on the internet or IRL.
My dread game is very much up-to-date, but I also have some comfort game cause I know how female nature works. Sex is always on demand whenever and however I want it, and my balls are usually empty. I have paid for all of their IUDs and of course we don't use condoms although I would sometimes fuck random thots.
So everything is more than great but I have one problem...
I want to fuck all 5 of them at the same time, but they are very jealous of each other and hate the thought they have to share me with other women anyway. I have been fantasizing about this for a while now but really none of them seems to be down to that.
Any ideas how this could happen without much drama? Any input would be highly appreciated!
P.S. Special thanks to Amanda aka Mandee in Washington DC for opening my eyes in college. That woman changed my life for the better.
TL;DR Got red pilled in college, became the man I was supposed to be, got bitches, asking how to avoid drama.
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2020.09.17 17:59 shoegal69 Orgasms + shame + gender?

My boyfriend (27M) and I (30F) have been dating for about a year, and both of of us were virgins when we started dating (I because of a religious upbringing, him because of health issues). I really enjoy foreplay with him and PIV sex is usually pretty enjoyable for me, along with oral, but I've never had a typical orgasm for me with PIV (it's usually more of an allover pleasantness instead of my usual orgasm), and I've only come once or twice with him doing oral (although I get really close, most of the time). He's also never come from me doing hand stuff or blowjobs either, although says he's gotten super close. I'm also bisexual and have never experimented with women, but find that masturbating to fantasies of women is almost always successful in getting me to orgasm, maybe just because I'm more used to it or maybe because I'm further on the Kinsey scale than I'm aware of. Any thoughts? How can we both move toward orgasms, although I definitely like the closeness and pleasure of the sex we have now? Am I just gayer than I thought lol?
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2020.09.15 19:16 nofapnowaste Dating Apps + Blue Balls

So Tinder banned me for god-knows-why, I am left to grindr for dating.
Grindr messengers tend to be X-rated. Not by choice. This leads to blue balls / over stimulation.
Should I just ban Grindr and therefore the possibility of sex or is there an alternative here?
PS - Tinder and Grindr are the only dating apps I’ve found useful for gay dating. I prefer to meet in person / go to bars but Covid has changed all that.
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2020.09.11 08:43 Intrickate LSD + Hypnosis + Porn = A Good Bad Time (Funny Personal Story)

TL;DR at bottom
One night I went on an uneventful date and came home feeling a bit horny! I had 5 hits of acid at home and I figured the hell with it and took all five of them. I decided that once the acid kicked in I'd put on porn and go to pound town on my man sausage. And did the acid ever kick in. So I tried to keep calm, I dimmed the lights to set the mood, stared in the mirror and whispered myself sweet nothings, walked over to my bed, fluffed my pillows, and went on to everyone's favourite porn site... you know the one. For some reason that night I felt extra adventurous and decided to look up "hypnotic porn". Don't ask me why. The search results appeared on the page. Now when I search for porn, I only care about two things. A thumbnail that grabs my attention, and a video that isn't too short. Even if I'm doing the deed alone, I still believe in foreplay, a main act, and a big finish. So I find this video that's thirty minutes long and has a killer thumbnail. I press play. The video starts off with a simple set of rules. Essentially you have to follow the written instructions at the bottom of the screen. They are simple. Go slow, go fast, go faster, and stop touching yourself. The instructions fade away and a sultry voice begins to speak. A hypnotic, swirling image is overlapped by a steady stream of fast moving erotic images. I begin to follow the instructions. Go slow. The voice is speaking to me and also giving me commands, but I am not conscious of what it is saying. Go fast. More images flash before me at incredible speed. Go faster. I'm stroking my meat like a revved up engine. STOP. I release my grasp. I'm breathing heavily. The voice is still guiding my subconscious. Images seem to slow down. I catch my breath and take this moment to rest. And it begins anew. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP! This goes on until the video finally ends a full thirty minutes later. The experience was AMAZING, but I felt a little cheated as I hadn't cum. There was nothing to worry about. I was more than willing to give the video another go. I re-fluff my pillow, pound back a liter of water (that's about a quart to you Americans), and reset the video. I read the instructions, wait for the voice, and once again get sucked into this hypnotic, erotic, wormhole. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. I had become a puppet. Better yet, I had become a sex zombie, craving not brain but sweet sexual release. Images flashed past my eyes in a fashion that resembled the Millenium Falcon hitting warp speed. I followed the instructions automatically and without any thought. I was powerless to defy them. The voice had unknowingly taken full control. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the video ended. I was left aroused and pleasured, but I had been cheated of my release once again. Not one to give up, I synched up the video for a third time. By now you should have a clear picture of what I was experiencing. When the video ended after the third time, my dick was limp. I had passed the last thirty minutes beating off what was essentially a wet noodle. My balls were swollen and hard as ball bearings. They throbbed in pain. After an hour and a half of jerking off, I still hadn't managed to cum. I was beginning to lose hope. But I had started this journey with a goal in mind, and I was resolved to achieve success. The acid had reached full potency at this point, and in the back of my mind, I could hear the voice beckoning me. I watched that movie three more God damned times. I spent a total of three hours stroking my dick, and I had nothing to show for it but burning balls and a dick that was begging me to end its life. I had blisters on my hands. Fuck I had blisters on my dick. My balls ached for 3-4 days. How could a video that brought me so much pleasure leave me so dissatisfied and in so much agony? Well, I later found out the reason why I had tortured my poor dick for three long hours was because I had been watching an edging video. And that sexy, alluring, seductive voice that had been commanding my subconscious had been instructing me NOT TO CUM. In fact, it had been telling me that the more I jerked off the less I would want to cum. Horny and high as fuck, I had managed to cockblock and give myself what had to have been one of the world's most severe cases of blue balls.
TL;DR : Jerked off to edging video for 3 hours on acid and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t cum.
Edit: after some considerations, I’ve decided to share 2 more stories.
The titles will be
5 hits of acid + 10g shrooms + decarboxylated weed + vaping weed = trip to hospital
Ambien + 1 beer + 10-15g shrooms = The Hangover
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2020.09.11 08:41 Intrickate LSD + Hypnosis + Porn = A Good Bad Time (Funny Personal Story)

TL;DR at bottom
One night I went on an uneventful date and came home feeling a bit horny! I had 5 hits of acid at home and I figured the hell with it and took all five of them. I decided that once the acid kicked in I'd put on porn and go to pound town on my man sausage. And did the acid ever kick in. So I tried to keep calm, I dimmed the lights to set the mood, stared in the mirror and whispered myself sweet nothings, walked over to my bed, fluffed my pillows, and went on to everyone's favourite porn site... you know the one. For some reason that night I felt extra adventurous and decided to look up "hypnotic porn". Don't ask me why. The search results appeared on the page. Now when I search for porn, I only care about two things. A thumbnail that grabs my attention, and a video that isn't too short. Even if I'm doing the deed alone, I still believe in foreplay, a main act, and a big finish. So I find this video that's thirty minutes long and has a killer thumbnail. I press play. The video starts off with a simple set of rules. Essentially you have to follow the written instructions at the bottom of the screen. They are simple. Go slow, go fast, go faster, and stop touching yourself. The instructions fade away and a sultry voice begins to speak. A hypnotic, swirling image is overlapped by a steady stream of fast moving erotic images. I begin to follow the instructions. Go slow. The voice is speaking to me and also giving me commands, but I am not conscious of what it is saying. Go fast. More images flash before me at incredible speed. Go faster. I'm stroking my meat like a revved up engine. STOP. I release my grasp. I'm breathing heavily. The voice is still guiding my subconscious. Images seem to slow down. I catch my breath and take this moment to rest. And it begins anew. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP! This goes on until the video finally ends a full thirty minutes later. The experience was AMAZING, but I felt a little cheated as I hadn't cum. There was nothing to worry about. I was more than willing to give the video another go. I re-fluff my pillow, pound back a liter of water (that's about a quart to you Americans), and reset the video. I read the instructions, wait for the voice, and once again get sucked into this hypnotic, erotic, wormhole. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. I had become a puppet. Better yet, I had become a sex zombie, craving not brain but sweet sexual release. Images flashed past my eyes in a fashion that resembled the Millenium Falcon hitting warp speed. I followed the instructions automatically and without any thought. I was powerless to defy them. The voice had unknowingly taken full control. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the video ended. I was left aroused and pleasured, but I had been cheated of my release once again. Not one to give up, I synched up the video for a third time. By now you should have a clear picture of what I was experiencing. When the video ended after the third time, my dick was limp. I had passed the last thirty minutes beating off what was essentially a wet noodle. My balls were swollen and hard as ball bearings. They throbbed in pain. After an hour and a half of jerking off, I still hadn't managed to cum. I was beginning to lose hope. But I had started this journey with a goal in mind, and I was resolved to achieve success. The acid had reached full potency at this point, and in the back of my mind, I could hear the voice beckoning me. I watched that movie three more God damned times. I spent a total of three hours stroking my dick, and I had nothing to show for it but burning balls and a dick that was begging me to end its life. I had blisters on my hands. Fuck I had blisters on my dick. My balls ached for 3-4 days. How could a video that brought me so much pleasure leave me so dissatisfied and in so much agony? Well, I later found out the reason why I had tortured my poor dick for three long hours was because I had been watching an edging video. And that sexy, alluring, seductive voice that had been commanding my subconscious had been instructing me NOT TO CUM. In fact, it had been telling me that the more I jerked off the less I would want to cum. Horny and high as fuck, I had managed to cockblock and give myself what had to have been one of the world's most severe cases of blue balls.
TL;DR : Jerked off to edging video for 3 hours on acid and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t cum.
Edit: after some considerations, I’ve decided to share 2 more stories.
The titles will be
5 hits of acid + 10g shrooms + decarboxylated weed + vaping weed = trip to hospital
Ambien + 1 beer + 10-15g shrooms = The Hangover
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2020.09.10 23:37 Intrickate LSD + Hypnosis + Porn = A Good Bad Time (Funny Personal Story)

TL;DR at bottom
One night I went on an uneventful date and came home feeling a bit horny! I had 5 hits of acid at home and I figured the hell with it and took all five of them. I decided that once the acid kicked in I'd put on porn and go to pound town on my man sausage. And did the acid ever kick in.
So I tried to keep calm, I dimmed the lights to set the mood, stared in the mirror and whispered myself sweet nothings, walked over to my bed, fluffed my pillows, and went on to everyone's favourite porn site... you know the one. For some reason that night I felt extra adventurous and decided to look up "hypnotic porn". Don't ask me why. The search results appeared on the page. Now when I search for porn, I only care about two things. A thumbnail that grabs my attention, and a video that isn't too short. Even if I'm doing the deed alone, I still believe in foreplay, a main act, and a big finish.
So I find this video that's thirty minutes long and has a killer thumbnail. I press play. The video starts off with a simple set of rules. Essentially you have to follow the written instructions at the bottom of the screen. They are simple. Go slow, go fast, go faster, and stop touching yourself. The instructions fade away and a sultry voice begins to speak. A hypnotic, swirling image is overlapped by a steady stream of fast moving erotic images.
I begin to follow the instructions. Go slow. The voice is speaking to me and also giving me commands, but I am not conscious of what it is saying. Go fast. More images flash before me at incredible speed. Go faster. I'm stroking my meat like a revved up engine. STOP. I release my grasp. I'm breathing heavily. The voice is still guiding my subconscious. Images seem to slow down. I catch my breath and take this moment to rest. And it begins anew. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP! This goes on until the video finally ends a full thirty minutes later. The experience was AMAZING, but I felt a little cheated as I hadn't cum. There was nothing to worry about. I was more than willing to give the video another go.
I re-fluff my pillow, pound back a liter of water (that's about a quart to you Americans), and reset the video. I read the instructions, wait for the voice, and once again get sucked into this hypnotic, erotic, wormhole. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. I had become a puppet. Better yet, I had become a sex zombie, craving not brain but sweet sexual release. Images flashed past my eyes in a fashion that resembled the Millenium Falcon hitting warp speed. I followed the instructions automatically and without any thought. I was powerless to defy them. The voice had unknowingly taken full control. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the video ended. I was left aroused and pleasured, but I had been cheated of my release once again.
Not one to give up, I synched up the video for a third time. By now you should have a clear picture of what I was experiencing. When the video ended after the third time, my dick was limp. I had passed the last thirty minutes beating off what was essentially a wet noodle. My balls were swollen and hard as ball bearings. They throbbed in pain. After an hour and a half of jerking off, I still hadn't managed to cum. I was beginning to lose hope. But I had started this journey with a goal in mind, and I was resolved to achieve success.
The acid had reached full potency at this point, and in the back of my mind, I could hear the voice beckoning me. I watched that movie three more God damned times. I spent a total of three hours stroking my dick, and I had nothing to show for it but burning balls and a dick that was begging me to end its life. I had blisters on my hands. Fuck I had blisters on my dick. My balls ached for 3-4 days. How could a video that brought me so much pleasure leave me so dissatisfied and in so much agony? Well, I later found out the reason why I had tortured my poor dick for three long hours was because I had been watching an edging video. And that sexy, alluring, seductive voice that had been commanding my subconscious had been instructing me NOT TO CUM. In fact, it had been telling me that the more I jerked off the less I would want to cum.
Horny and high as fuck, I had managed to cockblock and give myself what had to have been one of the world's most severe cases of blue balls.
TL;DR : Jerked off to edging video for 3 hours on acid and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t cum.
Edit: after some considerations, I’ve decided to share 2 more stories.
The titles will be
5 hits of acid + 10g shrooms + decarboxylated weed + vaping weed = trip to hospital
Ambien + 1 beer + 10-15g shrooms = The Hangover
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2020.09.10 23:33 Intrickate LSD + Hypnosis + Porn = A Good Bad Time (Funny Personal Story)

TL;DR at bottom
One night I went on an uneventful date and came home feeling a bit horny! I had 5 hits of acid at home and I figured the hell with it and took all five of them. I decided that once the acid kicked in I'd put on porn and go to pound town on my man sausage. And did the acid ever kick in. So I tried to keep calm, I dimmed the lights to set the mood, stared in the mirror and whispered myself sweet nothings, walked over to my bed, fluffed my pillows, and went on to everyone's favourite porn site... you know the one. For some reason that night I felt extra adventurous and decided to look up "hypnotic porn". Don't ask me why. The search results appeared on the page. Now when I search for porn, I only care about two things. A thumbnail that grabs my attention, and a video that isn't too short. Even if I'm doing the deed alone, I still believe in foreplay, a main act, and a big finish. So I find this video that's thirty minutes long and has a killer thumbnail. I press play. The video starts off with a simple set of rules. Essentially you have to follow the written instructions at the bottom of the screen. They are simple. Go slow, go fast, go faster, and stop touching yourself. The instructions fade away and a sultry voice begins to speak. A hypnotic, swirling image is overlapped by a steady stream of fast moving erotic images. I begin to follow the instructions. Go slow. The voice is speaking to me and also giving me commands, but I am not conscious of what it is saying. Go fast. More images flash before me at incredible speed. Go faster. I'm stroking my meat like a revved up engine. STOP. I release my grasp. I'm breathing heavily. The voice is still guiding my subconscious. Images seem to slow down. I catch my breath and take this moment to rest. And it begins anew. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP! This goes on until the video finally ends a full thirty minutes later. The experience was AMAZING, but I felt a little cheated as I hadn't cum. There was nothing to worry about. I was more than willing to give the video another go. I re-fluff my pillow, pound back a liter of water (that's about a quart to you Americans), and reset the video. I read the instructions, wait for the voice, and once again get sucked into this hypnotic, erotic, wormhole. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. I had become a puppet. Better yet, I had become a sex zombie, craving not brain but sweet sexual release. Images flashed past my eyes in a fashion that resembled the Millenium Falcon hitting warp speed. I followed the instructions automatically and without any thought. I was powerless to defy them. The voice had unknowingly taken full control. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the video ended. I was left aroused and pleasured, but I had been cheated of my release once again. Not one to give up, I synched up the video for a third time. By now you should have a clear picture of what I was experiencing. When the video ended after the third time, my dick was limp. I had passed the last thirty minutes beating off what was essentially a wet noodle. My balls were swollen and hard as ball bearings. They throbbed in pain. After an hour and a half of jerking off, I still hadn't managed to cum. I was beginning to lose hope. But I had started this journey with a goal in mind, and I was resolved to achieve success. The acid had reached full potency at this point, and in the back of my mind, I could hear the voice beckoning me. I watched that movie three more God damned times. I spent a total of three hours stroking my dick, and I had nothing to show for it but burning balls and a dick that was begging me to end its life. I had blisters on my hands. Fuck I had blisters on my dick. My balls ached for 3-4 days. How could a video that brought me so much pleasure leave me so dissatisfied and in so much agony? Well, I later found out the reason why I had tortured my poor dick for three long hours was because I had been watching an edging video. And that sexy, alluring, seductive voice that had been commanding my subconscious had been instructing me NOT TO CUM. In fact, it had been telling me that the more I jerked off the less I would want to cum. Horny and high as fuck, I had managed to cockblock and give myself what had to have been one of the world's most severe cases of blue balls.
TL;DR : Jerked off to edging video for 3 hours on acid and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t cum.
Edit: after some considerations, I’ve decided to share 2 more stories.
The titles will be
5 hits of acid + 10g shrooms + decarboxylated weed + vaping weed = trip to hospital
Ambien + 1 beer + 10-15g shrooms = The Hangover
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2020.09.10 23:28 Intrickate LSD + Hypnosis + Porn = A Good Bad Time (Funny Personal Story)

TL;DR at bottom
One night I went on an uneventful date and came home feeling a bit horny! I had 5 hits of acid at home and I figured the hell with it and took all five of them. I decided that once the acid kicked in I'd put on porn and go to pound town on my man sausage. And did the acid ever kick in. So I tried to keep calm, I dimmed the lights to set the mood, stared in the mirror and whispered myself sweet nothings, walked over to my bed, fluffed my pillows, and went on to everyone's favourite porn site... you know the one. For some reason that night I felt extra adventurous and decided to look up "hypnotic porn". Don't ask me why. The search results appeared on the page. Now when I search for porn, I only care about two things. A thumbnail that grabs my attention, and a video that isn't too short. Even if I'm doing the deed alone, I still believe in foreplay, a main act, and a big finish. So I find this video that's thirty minutes long and has a killer thumbnail. I press play. The video starts off with a simple set of rules. Essentially you have to follow the written instructions at the bottom of the screen. They are simple. Go slow, go fast, go faster, and stop touching yourself. The instructions fade away and a sultry voice begins to speak. A hypnotic, swirling image is overlapped by a steady stream of fast moving erotic images. I begin to follow the instructions. Go slow. The voice is speaking to me and also giving me commands, but I am not conscious of what it is saying. Go fast. More images flash before me at incredible speed. Go faster. I'm stroking my meat like a revved up engine. STOP. I release my grasp. I'm breathing heavily. The voice is still guiding my subconscious. Images seem to slow down. I catch my breath and take this moment to rest. And it begins anew. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP. Go Slow. Go fast. Go faster. STOP! This goes on until the video finally ends a full thirty minutes later. The experience was AMAZING, but I felt a little cheated as I hadn't cum. There was nothing to worry about. I was more than willing to give the video another go. I re-fluff my pillow, pound back a liter of water (that's about a quart to you Americans), and reset the video. I read the instructions, wait for the voice, and once again get sucked into this hypnotic, erotic, wormhole. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. Slow, Fast, Faster, Stop. I had become a puppet. Better yet, I had become a sex zombie, craving not brain but sweet sexual release. Images flashed past my eyes in a fashion that resembled the Millenium Falcon hitting warp speed. I followed the instructions automatically and without any thought. I was powerless to defy them. The voice had unknowingly taken full control. In what felt like the blink of an eye, the video ended. I was left aroused and pleasured, but I had been cheated of my release once again. Not one to give up, I synched up the video for a third time. By now you should have a clear picture of what I was experiencing. When the video ended after the third time, my dick was limp. I had passed the last thirty minutes beating off what was essentially a wet noodle. My balls were swollen and hard as ball bearings. They throbbed in pain. After an hour and a half of jerking off, I still hadn't managed to cum. I was beginning to lose hope. But I had started this journey with a goal in mind, and I was resolved to achieve success. The acid had reached full potency at this point, and in the back of my mind, I could hear the voice beckoning me. I watched that movie three more God damned times. I spent a total of three hours stroking my dick, and I had nothing to show for it but burning balls and a dick that was begging me to end its life. I had blisters on my hands. Fuck I had blisters on my dick. My balls ached for 3-4 days. How could a video that brought me so much pleasure leave me so dissatisfied and in so much agony? Well, I later found out the reason why I had tortured my poor dick for three long hours was because I had been watching an edging video. And that sexy, alluring, seductive voice that had been commanding my subconscious had been instructing me NOT TO CUM. In fact, it had been telling me that the more I jerked off the less I would want to cum. Horny and high as fuck, I had managed to cockblock and give myself what had to have been one of the world's most severe cases of blue balls.
TL;DR : Jerked off to edging video for 3 hours on acid and couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t cum.
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2020.09.08 17:58 soajdm My boyfriend of a year + won’t have sex with me anymore and I don’t know why.

I (f26) have been with my boyfriend (m25) for over a year and we have lived together for 7 months. We always had a very healthy sexual relationship for the most part and could find ways to pleasure eachother multiple times a day even. He always spoke about how his sex drive was very high and partners in the past were not interested in sex as often so we felt lucky we have the same drive!
Things started slowly down, beginning of quarantine as there was a lot of changes and stresses in our lives so I understood. But from there it became NOTHING. I would try kissing him and he would pull away. Crawl on top and he would roll me over so I’m on my back and walk away and kind of laugh it off. I would wear sexy outfits, or nothing at all around the house or send him photos to be playful but he might say I look good but nothing else. I even tell him “let’s do it tonight” and then he’ll fall asleep or feel sick or say he’s watching something. I started crying one day about it because I felt unwanted and he said he was just feeling insecure about his looks lately and it wasn’t me but he would put in an effort but he hasn’t. Not even touching. I am very understanding person and it’s nice to not feel pressured or think our relationship only exists for sex but going from having it so often to nothing is tough for me. I also just don’t feel wanted or sexy or important and being turned down all the time is impacting how I view myself and now I feel awkward approaching it after so much rejection. I also really miss feeling intimate and close with him. He often doesn’t tell me whole truths unless I push him so I think there could be another reason. No way he is cheating at we both work from home so I see him all the time and we’re both committed to quarantine!
How can I approach this differently? I’ve tried to communicate, initiate, make him interested? I look and act the same as when we first met and I know I am always clean and good at the act! I know we’ve both been stressed but since March we’ve been intimate twice and nothing else. But he constantly praises me with love and treats me like gold in every other way. I want to marry this man.
TLDR: my boyfriend stopped having any sort of sex with me for months when we were very active before. I’ve tried everything, what more can I do?
UPDATE:
As I was mentally and emotionally preparing to have the tough conversation I know needed to be had, I was on Instagram and was looking at “accounts you may know/want to follow” or whatever that feature is. I click on this random local girl, who’s entire feed is her naked, and my boyfriend follows her and is liking every post. I break down in tears, feeling so frustrated and hurt he is horny enough to follow and like this while we are together but not be interested in intimacy with me. Feeling upset, I went through his following which I never had done before, and sure enough there’s more. I know he will follow girls and likely find them attractive but these aren’t celebrities even, these are local people that he’s following and liking while dating me and refusing to be intimate. I brought this up and he admitted to having a long standing porn addiction that he used to give himself a high when he was feeling depressed and now he can’t stop. It is so much a part of his life that he doesn’t have anymore sex drive for me. I feel crushed. I know it’s not an easy subject to talk about but all I’ve ever asked for is honesty. I feel he lied to me our whole relationship, especially when I asked what was going on, concerned for him and our relationship. Beyond that I feel I can’t trust him now after this lie. I now feel more insecure that I’m not good enough in comparison and it lines up so many other things my head is spinning. I just feel overwhelmed and don’t know how to fix it or if we can be us again. I know he loves me, and he wants to get help as he knows he can’t do it on his own anymore but I feel like in the back of my head I’ll always wonder what he’s thinking about or pursuing, if he’s lying about anything else. It’s not so much what it is but how it was handled, especially seeing the toll it took on me being rejected and losing confidence. I don’t know what to do, I love him but I keep replaying it in my head.
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2020.09.06 15:37 yikez420 Long distance relationship + the stress of starting college? Advice would be much appreciated.

A year ago I met an incredible girl, but didn’t go for it because I wasn’t ready. After some hard times, I finally got my shit together. With the help of the girl, I got sober, found God, and finally was happy being alone. I started putting all my energy into myself, and became the happiest I had ever been.
Some time goes by and the girl and I finally admit out feelings too each other. At this point in time, I’m so happy on my own that did not want to get into a relationship. She also has BPD so she needed structure to feel safe, and I didn’t really mind dating the most incredible person I’ve ever met.
We date throughout the summer, and I reach a new high of happiness. I was already happy, so she just makes everything better. Meanwhile, she was moving out of state (not very far so that’s not the issue), but the stress of starting over and being self sufficient for the first time was getting to her. She started have very frequent panic attacks and lashing out a lot.
Because of her distress, she asked to take a break while I am away. She needed to focus on herself and I understood. Not much was changing since we both still love each other and are still monogynous.
I felt so good, getting into Buddhism and meditation. Nothing could get me down... then I went to college. Since, I’ve become the most stressed I’ve ever been, keep having panic attacks, and shutting myself away from people. I used to struggle a lot with having a “favorite person” to make or break my day. I thought I was past this, but I wrong. If the girl doesn’t respond to my text because she’d at work, I immediately panic.
In the past I would’ve coped with casual sex and drugs, but now I feel like I have nothing. How do I get used to not having her here and how do I manage the idea of a ‘favorite person’? Also any tips for dealing with stress? Any help would be much appreciated.
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2020.09.04 23:13 charles_lingus (48M) Separating, but still in same house + pandemic + shyness and depression = what do I do?

Hi, all. I'll try to get through the setup as quickly as possible: my wife and I have decided to separate. There hasn't been a romantic connection between us for quite some time. Our sex drives are very different. She does seems to like it when we do have sex, but she has said it isn't something she really thinks about anymore. So I'm always the one to initiate and if I don't, we just won't ever do it. Like, months could go by. She doesn't even really like to cuddle. There are other issues too, but those aren't as relevant to this forum (meaning it isn't only about lack of sex and affection).
So yadda, yadda, yadda, we're talking about separating. We will most likely seek counseling, but based on our discussions so far I don't think either of us is really interested in "fixing" things, just finding a way to make this as painless as possible for all. Our talks have been surprisingly argument-free and amicable. My wife knows that I need to have more of a physical connection with a partner, and she is encouraging me to find it. The problem is that due to reasons related to both finances and the current pandemic, we will be remaining married and in the same house for some time. So what does one do in this situation? Am I stuck? Do I wait until we can safely divorce? That could be a year from now. I would totally be upfront about my status with any potential dates, but would someone actually want to go on a date or start a relationship (even a casual one) with a person in my situation? And even if that were true, I don't know how I would go about meeting someone right now. I also suffer from bouts of extreme shyness and have been dealing with depression for a few years. I want to work on that but it sometimes feels like there isn't much of a point. How does one date in the COVID era? "Hey, wanna go out sometime? Great, I'll pick you up in 14 days. Try not to have contact with anyone in the meantime."
I'm not sure if this is even the right place to ask. I'm sorry if it isn't. I just need to feel a connection. I want to feel wanted. I want to make someone feel wanted. Is there a way forward for me?
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2020.09.04 03:04 thisisathrowawaysEx Can the age gap be overlooked? (16f + 19m)

I (16f) have been ‘dating’ (in quotation marks because Covid meant that we never really got the chance to date ever and since the regulations have eased we’ve sort of chilled out) this guy (19m) since around January this year. Now i’m not denying that it is weird, but we really do have a lot in common and just connect really well, and i’m all up for waiting till i’m 18 to really see where things go it’s just i can’t get over the fact he was seeing me when i was 15 and he was 18. I’ve seen all of the posts saying things along the lines of “I don’t know who needs to hear this but if you’re 15 dating an 18 year old you’re being groomed” and i don’t want to be the girl who grows up and realises she’s been taken advantage of but i can’t help thinking that he’s really not using me because he’s just a really normal and respectful guy. I guess what i’m trying to ask is if everything else seems perfect, do you think there must be something seriously wrong with him and that i shouldn’t pursue it at all because he’s weird for liking me? Or can this be overlooked? I get it’s hard to give judgment as no one else is in the relationship but i know i’m young and i just need someone to guide me a little. We both know right now that nothing can happen for us as the age is a huge problem and i’m just unsure where to go from here.
Edit; i probably should’ve mentioned that where i live the relationship is legal, we’re not breaking the law by dating/having sex but that obviously doesn’t make it okay.
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2020.08.29 12:13 acnhcakes 34 Days of NC – Longest I've gone without texting him + Updates

So, I guess I wanted to give a little update if anyone cares. A lot has happened since the last time I've even opened up this account. In fact, it makes me extremely sad to open up this account and my reliance on these subreddits has become non-existence. I just wanted to tell everyone that's going through it, that you will end up feeling better. I have been broken up with my ex for about 2 months now. We were together for 5 years in an abusive on/off again relationship. When I first started, I didn't think I'd ever reach my 30 days. It'd be 2 weeks, I'd miss him and text him in a moment of weakness and everyone on this sub saw me come on time and time again just to say "I fucked up." I thought I was going to cry about him every single day and the dreams about him were so frequent and haunting. I literally came on here every few days to cry to this subreddit and I kept fantasizing about us getting back together or having that talk. Now, I no longer care for it because I know if he ever comes crawling back like the last times, he simply wants me as a fail safe.
Some of me still misses him, but not in the same way. Not in the way that I want to be his girlfriend. I've dropped all hope of that. Some nights, I'll be reminded of him, but I won't cry. It's actually been almost 2 weeks since I last cried about him. The wounds do end up closing a bit. I even downloaded Tinder which was somewhat of an eye opening experience (would not suggest to do this if you're not ready!!). I wasn't ready to download Tinder, but I almost had a hook-up situation occur which really helped me take back my feeling of my body belonging to me because I was so stuck in this mindset of my body belonging to him. All of the guys that I got a chance to talk to, treated me so much better than my ex did during our 5 years together and were very honest/transparent about what they wanted. I don't have a new boyfriend or anything like that in my life and I frankly don't care about dating anymore. I need to heal from my old relationship and get better mentally because that old relationship has fucked me up.
So, for where I am after 2 months of being broken up + 1 month of NC is: I am regularly in therapy now, constantly reaching milestones and making breakthroughs with my therapist. I am going to call my general practitioner this week about getting antidepressants and trying a few general brands, as well as trying to get a mental evaluation by a psychiatrist and to be approved for more "specific" brands of antidepressants if the general ones don't work. My university is starting online again. I have my friends closer with me than ever and we've been hanging out, just going to iHOP or late night drives. I'm repairing those friendships that my ex ruined for me by making it all about him and I'm making new friendships. I'm learning about toxic/abusive behaviors, how to communicate better, etc. I'm even changing up my style of dress now into something I've always wanted to do that I knew my ex would've been opposed to because I wasn't doing it in his image. I'm also going to work hard to move out of my living situation in a year, so hopefully, new place + new roomies in a year! So, it does get better. Stick through with it.
For where my ex is, according to G, our mutual friend: For starters, G and my ex are no longer friends. My ex considered G to be his best friend. G has been considering to cut my ex off way before the breakup, but just felt too much pity for him to do so. G and my ex ended up having a fight because my ex constantly kept degrading G for being homosexual, calling him f*ggot "as a joke" and my ex also has these moments where he's just blatantly racist + uses slurs and it makes everyone uncomfortable. We tried our best to see the best in him and just believed he was a troubled guy, but we just let him walk all over us. Both G and I worked very, very hard to get him to cut down on this behavior among other things as well. So, with G becoming upset at my ex, G didn't want to leave originally. G wanted to work things out, but my ex wouldn't take accountability and in fact tried to gaslight him by calling him a liar + invalidating his feelings, so G just let him be. That same night, my ex texted G to cuss him out which was the final blow. My ex has lost his best friend in one foul swoop. I knew about 2 weeks post-breakup that my ex found a new girlfriend, his girl friend that I was always suspicious about. I always threw the idea around in my head about "what if he is truly happy with her and I am just a hater?" They're almost going to be together for 2 months as well. G and I were having a conversation about this and G mentions how our entire friend group hates their relationship. The new girl's best friend has even told her to please dump him, but she won't. G also didn't want to mention this when my wounds were fresh, but my ex has been self medicating. He's regularly high/drunk and he doesn't do it alone. In fact, his new girlfriend and him have this habit of getting high/drunk together, then having sex because they apparently can't do sexual things together sober (my ex's words relayed through my friend, G). When my ex and I were together, I made him promise to never get to that level of regularly using drugs/alcohol. He stuck to it as best as he could and I've never seen him at this point. When we got back together for that brief moment, we even entertained the idea of him going to therapy again, but I guess he chose not. So, the person I thought I knew is completely gone. His true colors are showing. He's choosing to burn his bridges left and right. He's choosing to get high/drunk regularly and he's choosing to be with a girl who won't keep him in check and enables this behavior.
I still care about him very deeply and all I want to do is hold him, help him through it all, but I can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped. I can't help someone who would hurt those he loves most around him. There was a point in time where he would have anxiety attacks that were induced by thinking about me dying or leaving him and I would have to hold this man and comfort him about how he's not going to see me die nor am I going to leave. I kept my word and never once left. So, he chose to hurt someone he cared about that much at one point in time. I can't help someone who burns everything around him. If anyone knew half the things he did, like how he choked me out or how he blackmailed a friend of mine into leaving my life, no one would see him the same. It's no longer my responsibility. I will never let someone like this into my life again. All I can hope is that he will realize one day that everything he currently is doing doesn't fill any void and that he gets actual help. He's so caring and sweet when he's not like this. He deserves better even though he may not know. It hurts me to know that I never knew him the way I thought I did and I was trying so hard to 'make him better' when he didn't want to fight for himself. I have to move on.
I love who I thought you were and that person no longer exists. Thank you for being the catalyst, but I do not owe the progress that I am making to you entirely. Thank you for some of those happy memories we shared together, for being my first everything, and for being my escape for the first 2 years of us dating. Goodbye, S. Please get help. I'll always be wishing the best for you.
If anyone is reading, I know this is quite the weird update + moving on story, but you can do it. No matter how painful the circumstances are, it will get better and there will be a day where the tears stop and you can't quite explain why. There'll be a day where the dreams stop and you won't notice until weeks later. There'll be a day where it stops hurting and those memories that come up will no longer bring tears to your eyes and you will just appreciate what the relationship was, but know that you deserve better. Best of luck to everyone in this sub. I'm hoping this might be my last post or that I can even give a 1 year of NC update, hopefully with actual tips or something instead of spewing out thoughts. : ))
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2020.08.27 18:27 jarettzyc I have 2 years + 3 months with my bf and....

Me and my boyfriend have been dating for that amount of time. ( 2 years and 3 months ) there’s days we have sex for maybe 30-45 mins, and then yesterday we had sex and I was riding him and it was about 5-7 mins we were doing it and he had to pull it out 2 times because he was going to cum quick. Does that mean he really loves my body or I am good at riding? I’m asking because we have so many time together and have had sex so many times.
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2020.08.27 15:42 scarylawyerguy Thoughts on "Wilber" (Wilson + Amber)?

Pop TV airs House M-F from 1PM to 8PM and right now, we're in the back end of Season 4. What do people think of the AmbeWilson relationship? I never felt like there was much chemistry b/t the actors and the idea that Amber is like a female House (but someone Wilson can have actual sex with) always struck me as weak. I understand the need for the relationship as a plot device to get to the season finale (which others love, I'm not wild about it) but there was no build up to the fact they were dating, no flirtation while she was a fellow for House, and again, no chemistry b/t the actors. If they had made her a fellow and built up the relationship a bit more into Season 5 then killed her off, maybe it might have made more sense, but as it was written, it's my least favorite main story line of Season 4, which, in my view, is the tightest season owing in part to the fact that there were only 15 episodes (writer's strike).
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2020.08.27 14:13 Tamandua2020 90 days Hard Mode finally completed - my experience and my results + tips and a surprising life lesson I learnt.

Hey all, hope you're having a great day.
So, I thought I'd share a little backstory for context, hopefully one or two of you can relate. I've (M27) always been a fapper but tended to use imagination more than porn. I think this might be worse, as it tended to be about people I knew in real life e.g. people from university or school. The fantasies became more distasteful the older I got. I've also suffered from DE and at first thought it might have been the anti-anxiety medication I was taking, but this seems to unlikely to be the case as certain themes excite me very quickly. I've also been medically examined by a doctor and there's no biological faults down there.
I thought Nofap was something I had to try. I tried Nofap before to little success, my prior record being 11 days. Now, I'd been dating a girl for 4 months, who was fairly accommodating and open to my issues. I felt I could never start my Nofap journey because a) I didn't want her to wait so long for intimacy and b) I just didn't have the will power. When I'm single, I want to go out and bang girls, when I'm in a relationship I'm tempted whenever my partner is nearby.
And then ... Lockdown hit. My gf is a nurse, so there was no way I could see her for the next 3 months. I knew I would never get an opportunity like this. To be dating a girl I like but also practise Nofap? Covid made me unemployed, killed my social life and exercise routine. But, for me, there was at least a silver lining.
So, how did it go?
The bizzarre truth is, it was way easier then I first thought. I was stuck at home, by my computer with no work for 3 months; I thought I'd be tempted everyday. But it really wasn't that bad. The first two weeks were rough. Real tough. I remember a hot April Saturday and walked my dog and every girl looked like a 10 in my mind. If I so much as touched my penis, I thought I'd explode.
But after that, it just got easier. Fundamentally, I found it was that HABIT of fapping that made me do it. And it was initially hard but as I said, in the long run really not that bad. The only hick up I had ... was a wet dream, one week before the end. And at first I was full of self-loathing ... but then I became happy. Because I hadn't had a wet dream in years! There may yet be hope!
I reached 90 days. I couldn't believe I'd had the will power to abstain from masturbation. I honestly never thought it was possible. Now, whenever I think I can't do something, I remind myself that I broke a 13 year habit.
Now, what of results? Has anything changed?
Yes and no. I'll share my disappointments first.
Firstly, I didn't experience the superpowers others on the subreddit often speak of. There was no super human strength, or blaring confidence or any of that. I don't think I was really expecting it, so it wasn't a massive disappointment. I might have felt a little bit more ... 'testosteroned up' if that makes sense. A bit more aggressive (and impatient ) but I wasn't the hulk by any means.
And secondly, the DE didn't go away. 3 months is probably still too short a time to 'cleanse' the system. I think I might reach out to a sexual therapist and see if I can resolve my issues via that front.
BUT
There were some glaring positives.
Firstly, I felt washed clean of my guilt. I'd fap, then feel shameful afterwards and it's dam refreshing not to experience that 5 times a week. I don't want to say I feel 'purer' but I'd say I feel a little less corrupted.
Secondly, time. I didn't realise it until half way through my challenge, but man o man do you save a lot of time. And you can do with that time what you will. Wether it you spend it productively or unproductively its still free time.
Thirdly, pride. I'm more confident in my ability to tackle challenges. Now, I'm not saying I can climb Everest. But I'm damn sure I'd be more willing to have a crack at it than before.
Fourthly, sex is better! The DE wasn't fixed, but it was definitely IMPROVED. Sometimes I nut fairly fast, sometimes it takes a bit longer. I could say the reason it's better is I'm learning to take pleasure from her as well as my own, but honestly that's not why. My dick feels more sensitive. It feels more exciting than before because I've deprived myself for so long.
And finally, and maybe most importantly, I just don't feel a need to fap. It doesn't even cross my mind which is craaaazy after a decade and a half of doing it pretty much 5 times a week. Also, once or twice since the experiment ended I've fapped. But I don't feel nearly as bad about it as I did before, because I now know it's just a waste of time. Without doubt, I know I can live a fan free life.
Before I finish my ramble, I'd like to offer a few tips and tricks. These worked for me, they might not work for you, but I suggest giving them a try.
1) Don't record how many days you're on. Just have an end goal in sight and keep going. If you keep marking days off than you'll constantly be drawing your attention back to your dick. You can congratulate yourself as you go, and you might want to record how many days up to the first 2-3 weeks, but after that, let it go. You're making a new habit. You don't need to track your habits, because that's the point of habits; you do them anyway.
2) Cold showers are a mighty resource. Have a boner and think you're gonna pop? Jump into the shower, turn it to freezing and see if you can maintain it! At the beginning, cold showers really helped.
3) Try not to go on social media. I put a blocker on my phone called 'Freedom' that prohibits me from social media apps for 9 hours a day.
But of all the tips I think the most important is to be kind to yourself (easier said than done, I know). You just have to remember what you're fighting against. Addiction is a beast, and in pretty much every other community, it's appropriately labelled a disease. If you're feeling weak, hell, even if you slip up, don't be so hard on yourself. Your foe is primordial and very, very sneaky.
To conclude, I learnt something really important and unexpected.
Why did I do Nofap? Was it to fix my DE, to feel more confident, or just something to do during lockdown?
All of the above I suppose, but WHY all of the above? Because I want to be ... more content. Have a greater sense of freedom. To be at peace.
There's a thousand ways to achieve this, and a thousand different voices/ gurus to tell you why their methods (meditation, exercise, diet) are right. I'm not going to say they're wrong, but just share what I think to be right for me.
Nofap has shown me that for me to achieve greater peace it isn't about being more happy, but MITIGATING the suffering.
I have less guilt. I waste less time. I criticise my self less. I'm adding value to my life by subtracting negative habits. And Nofap has shown me this.
Thank you for all the members on this subreddit who support one another and motivate one another too. You folk are awesome. I'd not have managed to do the 90days without you.
If you've got any questions, or want to ask about something I didn't cover, please comment.
Thanks for reading this far, I hope this has helped you even if its just a bit. And good luck on your personal journeys.
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2020.08.24 14:00 tway0297473882 200 1P W/ GF who dropped Gel Tab + 200 1P 8 hours after

I’ll talk about the set and setting first.
My girlfriend and I spent the day after her birthday all day together. We took a day trip to an area out of town and did some activities together. When we got home she told me she wanted to drop acid with her gel tabs she bought before her birthday this weekend. I said I wouldn’t mind trip sitting with her to get her comfortable since she didn’t enjoy her last set + setting.
We got home and she dropped acid at 1900 and she had minor feelings of happiness and effects similar to microdosing. She deals with anxiety and depression and is medically treated with Zoloft for Depression/Anxiety however her Anxiety problems usually persist past the medication. She was expecting a much higher feel from these new gel tabs she took and I told her she may have to take a higher dosage to feel more because her Zoloft suppresses the acid. She mutually agreed to take some more 1P at 0200 with me. We both dropped 200 uG and for me it was magical. She as well got a very happy trip for which ended very at peace for her from what she has said.
My report from what I experienced is this. I dropped my two tabs of 1PLSD. She was very horny and I stem this from me taking care of her all day and doing enjoyable activities together. I dropped my tabs and while she was minorly feeling the previous tab effects, we both took our tabs at 0200. Since then I drove her to the sex shop to pick up some lube we were out of. We came back home and I started feeling the effects of the acid kicking in after about 30 mins. I was expecting it to kick in later. But I managed to drive home to my neighborhood with the acid kicking in at the last few moments of the drive. I was anxious and didn’t expect that to happen. A little bit of adrenaline came in and so did it for her because I told her that truthfully. She trusted me and was okay with that because I take care of her and did my best to get home albeit dangerous. That’s one thing I probably won’t do again and respect her trust over me.
We got home and work on an adrenaline high, mesmerized by the visuals we started to come up on. Hers kicked in a little earlier than mine. We came home, did a few things around the house general loopy happy stuff of excitement. Played with the pets, then ran to the room. Played with each other non sexually as a couple would. Then which ventured into playing sexually. I couldn’t get it up and for the next two hours we joked about how silly it was because normally I have a pretty high libido and she has a low while sober. My assumption was it was the drug just causing issues with blood flow or performance anxiety idk, it didn’t bother me to bad. And I asked her if it bothered her feeling of attraction and she said no. I could still tell she was attracted to me regardless. Afterwards we settled down from the sexual/nonsexual playing and childish interactions. She started talking about some of her problems and we talked about them earlier in the night when she was being tripsat for on her first gel tab.
She started to quickly get anxious and I gave her my best advice to calm her down in which she did. Afterwards I asked her about some things she likes to do to relax. She said she practices Wicca/Paganism, meditates, tarot, and some religious mantra and practice. Which I’ve never ventured into much of devotion but deviation from my own religion does not scare me.
At first we tried tarot cards and how beautiful the cards were. She then explained the energy in which I could feel in between my grasp and fingers. She asked if she could do a tarot reading on me and I was reluctant and skeptical at first. Joking, although I saw how much it meant to her so I let her. We did it and it was magical I saw the most intense visuals and symbolism spiritually. She warned me of something I may be challenged with when it comes along the next day as we did a daily tarot reading and that was a Five of Fire, something interpreted as anything that is hard for you or difficult for you.
After that I asked many questions about Tarot pleased at the feeling of energy and symbolism and value those cards can spiritually hold and connect thoughts in the brain. I was enchanted, we moved onto the next thing she practiced, Wicca. She mentioned that she was a witch and this distraught me at first because I perceived her as a witch one would in common to media and that scared me. However I continued to listen to her regardless of my fears and skepticism. She explained the greater meaning that her religion bonds to her and to her it is all about being grounded, safe, and comfortable with what is around you. She practices white magic as a witch and that is what she believes.
To convince me the power of what she believes she showed me a memory that was dark to her and advised me that she does not agree or practice evil and to not be afraid of witchcraft for it is of selfish desires however she does not follow evil or dark magic. She showed me what she perceives as evil and it was one of our first dates when we ventured into an Asylum and we had a paranormal encounter in which we both agreed was evil. It was a very traumatic and scary thing for her to go through and she felt protected that I was there for her. This evil scared me and showed the power of good and evil in the world. She then said she wanted to practice a spell of peace on me. She practiced the spell and advised me to meditate afterwards. I don’t remember too much of the spell besides of the reading of it. It wasn’t frightening or traumatic. It was peaceful, humbling, and earthy to witness. I allowed her with full consent. Afterwards we meditated together, and the meditation was the most peaceful, other worldly, blissful, relaxing experience in my life. It followed a mantra for the Wicca spell of peace. To me and perceiving the mantra through my meditation. It enlightened me of binding and safety to this woman, and it made me feel almost a religious matrimony in terms.
Afterwards we watched an anime about the body’s cells and it was an amazing and captivating experience of feeling like my body interacts with the world around me and the love and bonding between two cells and their functions for the world and with in each organism.
She fell asleep in this show and tapped out from her 16 hour 300ug trip.
I eventually went to play with the pets myself out of the room and came back. I continued watching Anime, except it was Blue Exorcist one of my GFs favorite anime’s which I neglected to watch with her before.
My mind was wired and I was continuing my trip going into the 12th hour and I decided I’ve been overwhelmed with spiritual enlightenment and visual stimulus. I roamed around the house for a few moments before taking some Melatonin 40mg (placebo?) and then going to sleep. I woke up four hours later with her both of us sober. We continued to care for our pets which were regretfully neglected from our troubled use of drugs in which we didn’t focus on them. By buying them food and giving them care in the evening. We continued to binge her favorite anime, cuddle, then she fell asleep at 11:00. I’ve wrote this about two hours later.
This trip to me was about spiritual discovery and trust between your partner.
As well as it was the focus on my inner self of my troubles which is ADHD.
During my trip my unmedicated ADHD caused a lot of confusion and racing thoughts which wasn’t foreign to either of us. It caused conflict but nothing more than what we expected. We both agreed I need to be medicated as each day after taking Acid I am a completely productive and wired person.
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2020.08.24 08:15 coolzus Not sure what to do with this girl and Snapchat + update

I had another post but I wanted to make it more personal. Please help! Not sure what to do
I’ve been going on three dates with this girl and was talking for her for quite some time because she was living in hawaii and I am in California. We used a combination Snapchat and texting before she came back to California. When she came back, the three dates went decently; first date she told me she had a lot of fun even though I didn’t go for the kids, second date was on her birthday (made a post about it) and I didn’t make a move again and she seemed somewhat distant but I didn’t chase her. Third date was great. I went for the move and we made out for quite time she kept saying how happy she was, but we didn’t have sex because she was on her period.
This is where I’m not sure if I’m messing up. I didn’t hear from her until the next day, and it was simply a Snapchat of her playing games with no caption. There was absolutely NO way for me to tell if that was a mass snap or not, but I assumed that she was reaching out to me to some degree, and I took the opportunity to set a light hearted convo about the hickies I gave her the night before and set the next date for next week, which she said yes to. This may have came off as a bit need if this truly was a mass snap but idk.
My issue is that she has been sending me these vague snaps again and I don’t know how to approach them. They don’t feel as personal as they used to be and just often feel like mass snaps. Corey wayne says not to ignore the girl because you’re not playing games, just take your time because you are busy. But responding to a picture of the food she’s eating or the stuff she’s watching without much content if any feels like i might be over-pursuing a bit and taking a bit of the anticipation away by responding to them. If I ignore her mass-looking snaps, I won’t worry about ruining anticipation but it might come off that I’m playing games and thus lower her attraction.
Right now, I am taking a few hours to respond to her snaps even if they feel like mass snaps and I simply keep it short. I don’t ever send her the first snap. Is this the way to approach this situation and I am overthinking this? Would it be okay to ignore any snaps that look like mass snaps or would that cause more harm than good? Should I only respond to mass snaps if they look interesting to me and focus on my life? I was thinking of just deleting Snapchat and making a Snapchat story that really only she can see that says “ hi friends I’m taking taking a small break from Snapchat, text me instead” and thus I will know whether or not she is actually contacting me via text, but I’m worried there’s a slight chance she will see through this or it will come off ass weak considering I don’t use IG either. Bad or good move? If I keep snap, should I post stories of the interesting things i do or is that a bad idea?
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2020.08.23 15:39 HappyGF123456 A thank you + Question from a former ex-addicts GF

Hello guys. Long time lurker due to my boyfriend being an ex addict.
First I'd want to say: Thank you a lot for this subreddit and the book. It has helped us (mostly him) out a lot in our relationship and has improved a lot of factors. We have changed the way we have intercourse due to this book. Our relationship has never been this good before. There is a lot of emotional intimacy and connection going on. Not being overly objectified and acting out porn has helped a lot and it came naturally after he finished the book. Our sex life has also improved by so much after he became porn free and we've never been happier before.
My boyfriend is someone who is very honest to me. Since finishing the book he hasn't relapsed (He would tell me in all honesty if he did) which I'm very happy about. He also tells me he feels no need to watch it or see it anymore, and he made the choice to quit masturbating (as it might cause the chaser effect and sex feels way better than the quick dopamine rush masturbation causes). We're in a long distance relationship, we don't send nudes to each other (we see it as a form of porn) which me and him are totally okay with (and this has also improved the relationship) So the way we express intimacy now is through sweet words, emotional care and validation (Example: I think you look beautiful/I miss having you with me) He has been porn free now for several long months (with no urges but to occasional normal pangs that come with feeling sexually stimulated) Everything has been going well until he came to visit me for a week.
He did NOT relapse. But after he returned to his country (after such a nice and romantic week with me) he ended up looking up porn on twitter (knowing a certain game has a lot of lewd-fanart of characters once you look it up on twitter) He said he scrolled down, saw two images (didnt click on them) and then just left. He felt very bad after doing this but he knew what he did. This has absolutely scared me as I see it as a way of feeding the little monstepoking the bear. He told me he felt no need to go back to it or even look it up anymore and he hasn't PMO'd to it at all. He did feel aroused (which is natural once you see visual stuff like that) but didn't feel the need to look at it more. He felt bad about doing it but went on forgiving himself and forgetting about it. I could't because to me, he made a "small choice" that could potentially cause him to relapse again. I asked him why he did it, he didn't know why but mentioned he felt the chaser effect after he came back home from his week with me, because we had a lot of intercourse over those 8 days.
My question is: What the hell happened here? Was I allowed to get upset about him making that choice and seeing it as a threat to his progress?
Besides that we're dealing with some intimacy problems where I feel horny and he feels that too in response to me. But he never initiates any sort of intimacy when we're in long distance. He keeps telling me he is very attracted to me and thinks about me, but he also told me he mostly feels horny when I'm not around him/I've gone to bed. So when he's alone. He suspects its because he is very very very used to that cycle where he also spend a lot of time in the room where he used to PMO for years in front of the computer. We both suspect it has to do with the rhythm of life he used to live before he started dating me/quit pmo'ing. I think he's just so used to it that being alone in a dark room is making him feel like that. Of course I can't do anything but blame myself (I'm unattractive/I'm a failure the usual mindset partners of addicts go through) when he told me this. But it does hurt me a lot and I don't know what to do about this.
I'm wondering if anyone else has ever dealt with this. Where a certain combination of light, space and other circumstances that day just drives them back to how they felt before they decided to PMO and went on through with it. I want to help him get through this type of feeling when he's met with these type of circumstances he's so used to before he decides to PMO's (being alone in his room late at night)
I often feel very tired due to this addiction (he's finally free of it but some behavioral problems came up due to years long of addiction) and sometimes feel like giving up. But he proved to me that a person can change so much and it can improve a lot.
Thank you a lot for reading and good luck with your journey.
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2020.08.22 19:36 biggreekgeek Flatten the Curve. #50. PART 1. Jeffery Epstein & Espionage. Peter Thiel & Carbyne. Isreali Surveillance Tech & UAE. China Uyghurs Dentions & Erik Prince. Human Rights Watch; Similar Tech in China & Carbyne. Carbyne in the USA 911 SYSTEM. Michael Chertoff: Wrote Patriot Act + Carbyne Director.

Read Flatten the Curve Part 49. Link Here
Headlines. A line designed to get into your head. And it works, judging by the amount of circulation of conspiracy posts that help move those headlines that masquerade as revealing connections, but are merely propoganda headline clones being disseminated.
So lets get ahead of the lines before the lines get into your head.
Humans have two primary modes of communication; verbal and nonverbal. Nonverbal is body language. Body language on it's own can give you insight. Pairing verbal and nonverbal gives you the whole picture. Headlines are verbal. The content is nonverbal. That's how you get a glimpse of the bigger picture. But we can't look at each article as a completed part of the communicative process. That would be like only watching hand gestures while having a conversation with someone. The article isn't the subject, the event is the subject, and if the subject was person, then we have to find as many articles as we can to profile the body language and interpret the nonverbal communication.
Let me show you what I mean.
Offender Conspiracy Article Profilingcriminal article profiling, is an investigative strategy used by law enforcement agencies conspiracy theorists to identify likely suspects hidden motives and has been used by investigators conspiracy theorists to link cases subjects that may have been committed by the same perpetrator. Multiple crimes may be linked to a specific offender event and the profile may be used to predict the identified offender's conspiracy's future actions real intent. Criminal Profiling Here
And then.
Nonverbal communication (NVC) Multiple Article Profiling (MAP) • is the transmission of messages or signals through a nonverbal platform multiple article content searches (MACS) such as eye contact, facial expressions, gestures, posture, and the distance between two individuals, article source, differing information, dates, pov, and the connections between the sources. It includes the use of visual cues such as body language (content), distance (dates) and organizations/politicians, corporations, law enforcement, environmental issues, economics, and technology/AI. Original NVC Content Here
I have no doubt that the actors who have advanced copies of the script are using data algorithm aggregation that compiles the different content sources into a complete picture for them. We plebs aren't so lucky, we have to peruse and parse multiple sources to connect the dots. In essence, we are the plebs living in a technofuedal era before the invention of the modern Gutenberg technopress for the masses.
So let's throw on some work boots, grab a shovel, and start digging.
The Hacks and Muckrakers.
May 18, 2018: Vanity Fair • “We just got back from the Middle East,” he told a room full of Israelis, upon arriving in Jerusalem from Saudi Arabia last May. Source Here
May 22 2017: Slate • The President Just Told a Room of Israelis That He “Just Got Back From the Middle East” Source Here
Trump. The man's Presidency has come at a time where it's all starting to fall apart. And I can't help but think of Trump as Julius Caesar part two. A populist leader who threatened the establishment and upended the republic, paving the way for Augustus Caesar and the soft introduction of Roman empire, as it let the pretenses of being a Republic fade away. If you aren't familiar with that time of history, I would highly recommend doing so. There is more to my comparison that I'm not elaborating on, except to say, if you dig you will find someone else who loves Roman history, looks like a clone of Augustus, and we watched as he made rounds while articles suggested that he had aspirations of becoming President. Do I think that it'll happen soon? Probably not. History doesn't repeat itself, but it rhymes. And we're only at the start of the Hollow Men by T S *Eliot *.
December 14, 2016: Techcrunch • President-elect Donald Trump met with some of the most prominent executives from the tech industry today at Trump Tower, with investor Peter Thiel and Vice President-elect Mike Pence at his side. Trump opened the meeting with CEOs from Google, Microsoft, Apple, Amazon and others by thanking Thiel for his support. “I want to add that I am here to help you folks do well. And you’re doing well right now and I’m very honored by the bounce. They’re all talking about the bounce. So right now everybody in this room has to like me, at least a little bit,” Trump said, perhaps in reference to the fact that he received little support from Silicon Valley during his campaign. “We’re going to try to have that bounce continue. Perhaps even more importantly, we want you to keep going with the incredible innovation. There’s nobody like you in the world. There’s nobody like the people in this room and anything we can do to help this go along, we’re going to be there for you. You’ll call my people, you’ll call me, it doesn’t make any difference. We have no formal chain of command around here,” Trump said.
Interesting, wouldn't you say? No formal chain of command around here. They thanked Peter Thiel for his support. Ok. Maybe nothing, maybe something. Ok. It's something.
August, 2018 Articles: www.theverge.com • Trump claims Google is suppressing positive news about him.
www.cnbc.com • Trump: Facebook, Twitter, Google 'have to be careful'.
Stop the presses, because were getting squeezed and pasteurized. The tech leaders meet with Trump. They thank Thiel, suggesting that he organized the assembly. And then Trump starts bashing the Technocrats that he's meeting with? Nothing but Bread and Circus. Plain and simple.
June 27, 2017: Tech Transparency Project • No other company in America was as intimately tied to the Obama Administration and the Democratic Party during Barack Obama’s eight years in office than Google. Today the company is doing everything it can to restore the same cozy White House access it enjoyed under President Obama. Eric Schmidt has attended at least two meetings with Trump and attended a third White House meeting with tech leaders last Monday. At the same time, The Groundwork – a secretive Schmidt-funded startup that ran the Clinton campaign’s data operation – recently relaunched itself as a technology platform for liberal organizations working to fight the Trump Administration’s agenda. By all appearances, Google appears to be working overtime to both ingratiate itself with the Trump Administration while simultaneously cashing in on the “resistance” to Trump’s agenda. Source Here
By all appearances? He's working both sides? Trying to cash in? Really? Seriously? Let's break that down.
** 2020 • Eric Schmidt/Net worth: 15.3 billion USD. Call me crazy, but I don’t think a guy with 15 billion dollars is worried about "cashing in**". As I've stated numerous times, this is no longer about money, it's about control. That's imperative to understand. You don't worry about the money hidden under the mattress when you have a locked vault full of cash. Money is only an incentive for those who either don't have it or need more of it. Neither of those categories apply to Eric Schmidt.
So lets examine how badly the Tech guys and Trump aren't getting along, shall we?
March 2, 2016: Defense News • Google Executive Schmidt To Head New DoD Advisory Board. Source Here
Ah. He's working for the Pentagon to make it better. And this happens almost a full year before meeting with Trump. This doesn't look like someone playing both sides, this looks like a team player in a game that only has one team. This is political wrestling that would make Vince McMahon envious. If you want to dive deeper into how Eric Schmidt funded the non profit that started fake news, here's a previous Flatten the Curve post. Part #19
Attendees included Eric Schmidt and Larry Page of Google, Tim Cook of Apple, Satya Nadella and Brad Smith of Microsoft, Jeff Bezos of Amazon (who expressed his excitement that Trump’s administration could be “the innovations administration“), Safra Catz of Oracle, Chuck Robbins of Cisco and Sheryl Sandberg of Facebook. Thiel’s business partner, Palantir CEO Alex Karp, attended as well.
Those are big names and big companies. But they all hate Trump, right?
Thiel has been instrumental in shaping Trump’s approach to technology, helping assemble a list of candidates for technical roles in the upcoming administration and reportedly bringing David Sacks and other long-time associates to the transition team. During his speech at the Republican National Convention, Thiel talked about spreading the prosperity of Silicon Valley to other regions across the country and cited space travel as one of America’s great technological achievements. “Instead of going to Mars, we have invaded the Middle East,” Thiel said.
I should point out that Thiel and Musk started PayPal together.
November 24, 2019: Business Insider • What do the founders of YouTube, Yelp, Tesla, and LinkedIn have in common? Apart from leading massively disruptive technology companies, their founders all share a common resume line item: employment at PayPal. Known for their entrepreneurial mindset and anti-establishment attitude, this elite group is known as the "PayPal Mafia," and they all put in time during the payment platform's early days some 20 years ago. Source Here
Oh. And Pete's instrumental to creating Facebook. Thiel became Facebook's first outside investor when he acquired a 10.2% stake for $500,000 in August 2004. He sold the majority of his shares in Facebook for over $1 billion in 2012, but remains on the board of directors. And he funded Hulk Hogan's lawsuit to take down Gawker. Told ya, it's just political wrestling to entertain us.
However, one of the biggest proponents of travel to Mars, Elon Musk, has also been one of Trump’s most outspoken critics. Musk donated to Hillary Clinton’s presidential campaign and frequently denounced Trump, saying that the former reality television star “doesn’t seem to have the sort of character that reflects well on the United States.” But since the election, Musk appears to have warmed up to Trump. He was a late addition to the invite list for today’s meeting. The transition team also announced this morning that Musk will join Trump’s strategic and policy forum, a group of business leaders that will serve as an advisory committee to the president-elect. Source Here
Musk and Trump, a marriage made in heaven. It's destiny, I tell you, destiny. Or an act (don't worry Elon, I haven't forgotten about you) designed to make us believe that somebody up there is fighting for us down here.
Yet the inclusion of the quote about Mars and War in the Middle East stands out, wouldn't you agree? And we have environmental collapse triggers happening. Riots happening. Why those riots are also happening in Beruit, aren't they? And Isreal and Saudi Arabia don't get along with Lebanon, or the Hezbollah. And President Trump went from Suadi Arabia to Isreal, didn’t he? And wasn't there an explosion there recently? Must all be a coincidence. Let's get back to Pete the magical Thiel and see what else Hulk Hogan's buddy is mixed up in.
He co-founded Valar Ventures in 2010, co-founded Mithril Capital, serving as investment committee chair, in 2012, and served as a partner at Y Combinator from 2015 to 2017. Through the Thiel Foundation, Thiel governs the grant-making bodies Breakout Labs and Thiel Fellowship, and funds nonprofit research into artificial intelligence, life extension and seasteading. A co-founder of The Stanford Review, he is a conservative libertarian who is critical of high government spending, high debt levels, and foreign wars. He has donated to numerous political figures. At the 2009 Singularity Summit, he said his greatest concern is the technological singularity not arriving soon enough. Source Here
Singularity. Not. Arriving. Soon. Enough. Call me paranoid and pass the tin foil hat, but what Matrix code is needed to decipher his words intent? Not soon enough for what? Better Netflix selection? The Alien invasion? Godzilla awakening because of Fukushima? Are the Decepticons already here? Or have they been downplaying the ELE that's approaching? I'll take ELE for a thousand, Alex.
So he's into AI (he backed Deepmind and OpenAI) and life extension. He went to Stanford. He's also going to have his body cryonically preserved. And his Palantir surveillance is, well, nottofreakyououtoranything, everywhere. Palantir's first backer was the Central Intelligence Agency's venture capital arm In-Q-Tel. Then Palantir became Big Brother. Literally. The Palantir clients include the CIA, DHS, NSA, FBI, CDC, the Marine Corps, the Air Force, Special Operations Command, West Point, the Joint Improvised-Threat Defeat Organization and Allies, the Recovery Accountability and Transparency Board and the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children. And Palantir is also being used by Banks, Hedge Funds, Financial Services, and other corporate clients.
Big Brother wants to be Palantir went it grows up.
Now, are you wondering why I started with Trump, Saudi Arabia and Isreal? Are you curious about how it goes from ex CEO of Google Eric Schmidt "playing" both sides of the fence to Palantir and Peter Thiel? Just sit right back and hold tight, cause I'm about to take you on a one way trip to a Brave New Normal World that's called 1984.
Warning. What you're about to read will make you forever question every officially sanctioned narrative. Trust me. Still game? Are you sure? Last chance. You're about to leave neverneverland and you can't go back. Alright. Let's go.
It's All Hidden In Plain Sight.
Let's talk about Epstein. Yep. Him. I've been strangely quiet about Jeffery haven't I? Nothing written about the Captain Pedo and his Amazing friends didn't mean there was nothing there, it just meant that I didn't find anything that indicated something deeper than a pedophile blackmail ring. And sex and political blackmail is as old as time itself. There's a reason they say the world's two oldest professions are prostitutes and politicians. Yet it turns out the professional pimp and the abducted teens may be playing a bigger role than we thought.
July 31, 2019: NY TIMES • Mr. Epstein’s vision reflected his longstanding fascination with what has become known as transhumanism: the science of improving the human population through technologies like genetic engineering and artificial intelligence. Critics have likened transhumanism to a modern-day version of eugenics, the discredited field of improving the human race through controlled breeding. Mr. Epstein’s ranch in New Mexico, which he confided to scientists and others he hoped to use as the site for seeding the human race with his DNA.
Welcome to the Island of Dr. Moreau. We're it's the monsters trying to make humans. Do you still think this was all about blackmail, cause it wasn't. Stop thinking in normal terms, because normal is dead, long live the New Normal.
At one session at Harvard, Mr. Epstein criticized efforts to reduce starvation and provide health care to the poor because doing so increased the risk of overpopulation, said Mr. Pinker, who was there. Mr. Pinker said he had rebutted the argument, citing research showing that high rates of infant mortality simply caused people to have more children.
Epstein criticized efforts to reduce starvation and provide health care. Hmmmm. My memory is foggy, but isn't there someone in Africa trying to provide health care and reduce starvation? Who could that be? Wasn't he into computers and had pictures taken on Epstein’s private jet? Wasn't it Bill Gates? Now why would Billy be hanging around someone who would vocally espouse an ideology that is completely antithetical to his stated humanitarian goals?
Also at the Indian Summer dinner, according to an account on the website of Mr. Brockman’s Edge Foundation, were the Google founders Sergey Brin and Larry Page and Jeff Bezos, who was accompanied by his mother.
Then there was Mr. Epstein’s interest in eugenics. Once, at a dinner at Mr. Epstein’s mansion on Manhattan’s Upper East Side, Mr. Lanier said he talked to a scientist who told him that Mr. Epstein’s goal was to have 20 women at a time impregnated at his 33,000-square-foot Zorro Ranch in a tiny town outside Santa Fe. Mr. Mr. Lanier, said he had the impression that Mr. Epstein was using the dinner parties to screen candidates to bear Mr. Epstein’s children. Mr. Epstein did not hide his interest in tinkering with genes — and in perpetuating his own DNA. Interviews with more than a dozen of his acquaintances, as well as public documents, show that he used the same tactics to insinuate himself into an elite scientific community, thus allowing him to pursue his interests in eugenics and other fringe fields like cryonics. One adherent of transhumanism said that he and Mr. Epstein discussed the financier’s interest in cryonics, an unproven science in which people’s bodies are frozen to be brought back to life in the future. Mr. Epstein told this person that he wanted his head and penis to be frozen.
More Epstein and Eugenics. Source Here
Now call me crazy, but there's some strangeness happening. Cryonics, don't die, just Let It Go and get Frozen. First Peter Thiel, now Epstein. Let's hope the AI Singularity arrives in time, right?
Now I wouldn't have even bothered with their shared interest of joining the Walt Disney Cryonics Club, if there wasn't more in play, and there's more in play.
August 9, 2019: TRT World • The billionaire shared the same personal network that included Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu, former Israeli prime minister Ehud Barak, infamous Blackwater founder Erik Prince, Saudi Crown Prince Mohammed bin Salman, UAE Crown Prince Mohamed bin Zayed, Donald Trump and Bill Clinton.
According to investigative journalist Vicky Ward, quoting a meeting with Trump’s transition team, Acosta told a White House official: “I was told Epstein ‘belonged to intelligence’ and to leave it alone.”
That's a bit of an exclusive club, kinda like being in the Mouseketeer CIA club. But, hey, nothing to see here, is there? But just in case, let's look into the company that Epstein worked with, Carbyne.
This single company, Carbyne, brought together a who’s who of power brokers and intelligence figures from multiple regions including Russia, China and the Trump administration itself, with Epstein at its heart. Officially, Carbyne provided high-tech solutions for emergency centres. In reality, it existed in a grey area giving it unprecedented access to private information, with significant potential for privacy abuse. Carbyne provides a service for police emergency centres, providing complete access to the caller’s camera and GPS, providing the dispatcher with a live video feed.
Ok. So Epstein and Thiel both are into AI, Surveillance, and Cryonics. President Trump was in Isreal and Saudi Arabia in May 2017. And who ended up in Isreal just afterwards?
PayPal Founder in Israel: Too Much Copying and Not Enough Innovation in High-tech
June 15, 2017: Haaretz • Billionaire Peter Thiel visits Israel – and gives out tips on how to build a successful startup. Source Here
Hey, one month after Trump visited the Middle East, Peter Thiel decides to take middle eastern vacation to give out business tips. And then Thiel must've reciprocated and invited the Fresh Prince of Saudi Arabia to get the all inclusive Palantir surveillance pitch. Smile for the camera everyone, cause the world's a stage and we're filming a world wide Truman Show.
April 7, 2018: Gulf News • Google, Thiel feature in Saudi Prince’s Silicon Valley tour. The Saudi delegation visited several Silicon Valley corporate campuses, including Apple Inc. and Facebook Inc. In addition to Facebook, where Thiel sits on the board, the Saudi delegation visited data-analysis start-up Palantir Technologies Inc and a trio of investment firms created by Thiel: Clarium Capital, Valar Ventures and Founders Fund. Thiel is chairman and co-founder of Palantir. Source Here
March 17, 2020: Forbes • These responders are now using a tool built in part by former members of Israel’s military intelligence—Elichai being one—that’s backed by Peter Thiel’s Founders Fund, former Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Barak, who is now the company’s chairman, and a small, passive investment from deceased multimillionaire pedophile Jeffrey Epstein. SourceHere
Ok look. I get it. Rich people make investments, those investments are bound to end up in the same company. But these companies aren't exactly run of the mill home security systems, are they? Nope. This is the kind of surveillance systems that the KGB or the Stasi could only dream of. And when you wish upon a star dreams come true. And Peter Thiel must be wishing upon a star.
Ok. Strap in, buckle up, and try to keep up, or you're gonna get left in the dust. Cause it's boom or bust from here on out, and we're gonna add it up like the count.
So Elichai owns Carbyne. Peter Thiel invested in Carbyne. And Carbyne is in the USA linked to the 911 system, and it's being used to fight the pandemic.
Forbes (Link Above) • Its founder thinks Carbyne’s tech could make the lives of 911 dispatch and healthcare professionals much less chaotic in the Covid-19 crisis. Carbyne relies on callers submitting themselves to self-surveillance via their own mobile phone. Once a caller uses their Android or iPhone to call 911 (85% of emergency calls now come from mobile devices), they receive a text message that asks for permission to get their precise location and access video from their smartphone camera.
Step right up and give your permission to be saved. Big Brother is looking out for you.
So Elichai used to work for the 8200. Cool name, right. I'm not sure about you, but that sounds pretty dystopian. And I've gotta say, that all of Technocrats that are promising us an AI utopia, sure seem to be getting ahead of the curve by building doomsday bunkers for a dystopia. And here we sit wasting our time Doomscrolling.
So what else has sprung up from the 8200? Have you ever heard about the NSO Group?
November 1, 2019 - WhatsApp identified an Israeli company, NSO Group, as having developed the spyware called Pegasus, which it held responsible for the breach. This disclosure was part of a lawsuit WhatsApp has filed against the NSO Group in a US federal court, saying the company was actively involved in hacking users of the encrypted chat service. As per the WhatsApp complaint the “target users included attorneys, journalists, human rights activists, political dissidents, diplomats, and other senior foreign government officials.” NSO’s spyware Pegasus has been reportedly used to target journalists in Mexico investigating drug cartels, rights group Amnesty International, human rights activists in UAE, activists in Bahrain and Saudi Arabia. According to Israeli news reports, Saudi Arabia paid $55 million for its use. The contract was later frozen over the scandal alleging NSO software's role in Saudi Arabia tracking slain journalist Jamal Khashoggi in the months before he was murdered in the Saudi Embassy in Turkey. In India, 17 people, who are known to be targeted include activists and human rights lawyers. Source Here
Whoops. Do you remember Jamal Khashoggi? He was trying to expose Human Rights abuses against Saudi Arabia. And then Suadi Arabia decided to murder him, and confirm that they were abusing human rights. Jamal paid the ultimate price to prove his point. But who is selling the hacking tools? At this point they all seem to be springing up from members of the 8200, and the companies they started.
TRT - Link Previously Provided • DarkMatter, a UAE surveillance and intelligence group employing former NSA operatives was built on the back of a larger initiative to modernise Emirati intelligence and military operations. The group took part in at the Arab Future Cities Conference in November 2015, where it presented a vision of smarter, tech-driven cities, which caught the eye of Chinese officials. Smarter cities meant Big Brother-esque widespread surveillance installed throughout the UAE. Only two years later in April 25 2017, DarkMatter signed a Global Strategic Memorandum of Understanding with Huawei, a leading Chinese company, for the same ‘Big Data’ systems and ‘Smart City’ solutions. The middle man? None other than Erik Prince, who had gone from working for the Emiratis, to working for a Chinese billionaire. In suspect timing, the Memorandum of Understanding also took place right before China scaled up its total surveillance and crackdown on Uighurs in Xinjiang, China.
February 2, 2019: Reuters • Xinjiang is a major part of China's Belt and Road infrastructure network but the region has faced attacks blamed on members of the Muslim ethnic Uighur minority. Beijing has responded with a security clampdown condemned by rights groups and Western governments. Frontier Services Group (FSG), a Hong Kong-listed company founded by Prince, said in a Chinese-language statement posted on its website on Jan. 22 that it had signed a deal to build a training centre in southern Xinjiang. Prince is deputy chairman, a minority shareholder and a board member of FSG, a security, logistics and insurance provider. Source Here

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Chinese authorities are using a 911 mobile app to carry out illegal mass surveillance and arbitrary detention of Muslims in China’s western Xinjiang region. Source Here
Makes you wonder, doesn't it? Aren't we condemning China for the camps, and yet the West is helping to build those camps? Must be a big mistake. We didn’t know what was happening. And Erik Prince swears he didn't know. Honestly. He's not lying. Cross my heart and hope to die. Pinky swear.
Recap.
8200 leads to NSO and Carbyne. DarkMatter is in the UAE with NSA employees. The NSO hack was used to capture Khashoggi. Peter Thiel invested in Facebook, Facebook owns WhatsApp. Peter Thiel invested in Carbyne. Eric Prince works for and founded FSG, which built the Muslim reduction school. China is using similar tech to target Muslims and send them back to school. Carbyne 911 surveillance tech accesses your phone camera after you click on the link to give permission. So. Peter Thiel funds Carbyne. Eric Prince is working for the UAE developing security and the UAE ends up with Dark Matter, and then his company (FSG) is sold to China, and they build re-education centers, which uses technology like Carbyne, and that technology is being used in the USA.
Got it? Good. Because I'm seriously having a hard time keeping up with the behind the scene footage of this LARP.
Link Previously Provided • 1,400 people worldwide, including Indian lawyers, rights activists and journalist, were targets of an online spying campaign that used highly sophisticated spyware developed by an Israeli firm via WhatsApp. WhatsApp is at the centre of a global storm over privacy after it was revealed that at least 17 Indians and about 1,400 people worldwide had their phones breached through the social media app. Their privacy was compromised by surveillance technology so invasive that could read and transmit the entire contents of a phone as well as operate its camera.
WhatsApp, Doc, I think I need an appointment because I'm suffering from Mass Psychogenic Illness from too much Doomscrolling.
Do you want to get deeper? I mean really deep? Yes? Ok. Let's jump into the deep.
October 18, 2019: fortune.com - How a WhatsApp Tax Launched Massive Anti-Government Protests in Lebanon.
What a crazy New Normal World Order we live in. What are the odds that we have a WhatsApp hack tax protest and we also have a WhatsApp hack that uses your phone camera, while also using similar tech in the USA and China. That's inconceivable! That's incredible! Someone call the press and let them know about this! Uhm. Wait. Better not. You might get Khashoggid.
So Eric Prince is involved. Peter Thiel is involved. WhatsApp is owned by Facebook and Mark Zuckerberg owns Facebook, and Peter Thiel helped Facebook grow. And then there was this.
March 28, 2018: Daily Mail • Employee of Peter Thiel's company Palantir helped Cambridge Analytica harvest the data of millions of the Facebook users. Alfredas Chmieliauskas is said to have suggested to Cambridge Analytica that it create a personality quiz smartphone app to get access to networks of Facebook users. The Times report also claims that Sophie Schmidt - the daughter former Google executive Eric Schmidt - had urged Cambridge Analytica to work with Palantir. Source Here
At this point, I think I'm going to need to buy a whole lot of tacks and string and make pciture maps on my walls. If we're all living in a Truman Surveillance Show, might as well play the part of the New Normal crazy conspiracy theorist, right?
January 17, 2017: The Intercept According to New York Times columnist Maureen Dowd, in December Prince attended the annual “Villains and Heroes” costume ball hosted by Mercer. Dowd wrote that Palantir founder Peter Thiel showed her “a picture on his phone of him posing with Erik Prince, who founded the private military company Blackwater, and Mr. Trump — who had no costume — but joke[d] that it was ‘N.S.F.I.’ (Not Safe for the Internet).”
No. Sanity. Fracking. Involved. Is more like it. This insanity can't pass for sanity, can it? And yet they label us crazy when we start to find the big picture, even if we aren't entirely sure what the big picture means.
The Intercpt Continued: In July, Prince told Trump’s senior adviser and white supremacist Steve Bannon, at the time head of Breitbart News, that the Trump administration should recreate a version of the Phoenix Program, the CIA assassination ring that operated during the Vietnam War, to fight ISIS. Such a program, Prince said, could kill or capture “the funders of Islamic terror and that would even be the wealthy radical Islamist billionaires funding it from the Middle East, and any of the other illicit activities they’re in.” Prince also said that Trump would be the best force to confront “Islamic fascism.” “As for the world looking to the United States for leadership, unfortunately, I think they’re going to have to wait till January and hope Mr. Trump is elected because, clearly, our generals don’t have a stomach for a fight,” Prince said. “Our president doesn’t have a stomach for a fight and the terrorists, the fascists, are winning.” Source Here
Sounds good, right? Kill people who kill people and maybe someday we won't have people getting killed. Killer idea! HEWDSHAWT! Grab your BFG and let's go BGH. It's a date!
But then why are these cell phone surveillance hacks companies being constantly linked with their names, and those hacks are being used to target journalists and human rights activists?
It's a small New Normal World Order after all. And it's getting smaller everyday. No worries though, Keep Calm and Carry On, We're All In This Together, and You're Either With Us Or Against Us. It's all good. That kind of thing could never happen here.
July 27, 2019: NARATIV • Michael Chertoff, who ran Homeland Security under George Bush, serves on Carbyne’s advisory board. Chertoff wrote the Patriot Act, which authorized digital surveillance of Americans. Source Here
Uh. Is nobody paying attention? Are the wolves guarding the sheep?
March 16, 2003: Washington Post • It didn't help that as the World Trade Center burned on Sept. 11, 2001, the news interrupted a Carlyle business conference at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel here attended by a brother of Osama bin Laden. Former president Bush, a fellow investor, had been with him at the conference the previous day. Source Here
Need more proof?
September 16, 2015: Carlyle Group • The Carlyle Group and The Chertoff Group Acquire Majority Stake in Coalfire Systems. Founded in 2001 and based in Louisville, Colo., Coalfire is a global cybersecurity and technology services provider specializing in cyber risk advisory, compliance assessments, technical testing and software services for private enterprises and government organizations. With its technical depth and breadth of IT services, Coalfire serves clients in sectors including technology, retail, payments, healthcare, financial services, education, local and state government, and utilities. Michael Chertoff, former U.S. Homeland Security Secretary and the co-founder and executive chairman of The Chertoff Group, said, “Cyber threats are an existential risk to companies and individuals around the globe. We and Carlyle are excited to partner with Coalfire, an innovative technology-enabled services company helping clients to address cyber risks.” Source Here
It's a good thing that Coalfire is on the case, could you imagine how bad the hacks would be otherwise? Have a look. Flatten the Curve. Part 43. [Link Here](https://np.reddit.com/conspiracy/comments/i2g3i8/flatten_the_curve_part_43_unrestricted_warfare/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share]
That's a pretty long trail that I've written. Guess what? The trail goes longer. So long that this will have to be continued in a part 2 later tonight. Until then; Heads Up and Eyes Open.Take Care. Be Safe. Stay Aware and Be Prepared. Talk soon.
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